I can't figure out a scenario in which Daniele doesn't walk out of this with $500,000. Please convince me that it can be somebody else. ANYBODY else. Yes, I hate her that much. Although. It would be quite a pleasure for me to see her win if it's her and Eric in the F2. Okay, anybody EXCEPT "AmERICa's Player". That is the only F2 combo that I'd want her to win. I am afraid though, that I have to root for the Donatos at this point. I think they are vile excuses for humans but nobody else (except Zach) that's left has a brain. I feel like I've been ass raped until all the life ran out of me by Evel "You're a rebel? You think you're a rebel? You're not a rebel you're fucking psychotic!" Dick. (Quote courtesy of Veronica Sawyer - Heathers) Now? I almost want a D&D F2 with a Dick win. The problem with a Dick win is that, if this show makes it another year, we will have a slew of Dick wannabes on the show.
We need a Zach win. I wouldn't terribly mind a Jameka win. AmERICa screwed this one up too. Because once "America's Player" is kicked out of the house, he will have successfully mindfucked everybody else into eliminating everybody that deserves the win. Oh wait. That person was voted out last week (and possibly the weeks of the second and third evictions - I hardly knew thee). It's soooo frusshhhhhhhhtrating. I haaaaaate everyyyyybody in that howwwwwwwwwwse. (Except Zach.) It's just so tedious to watch. Especially when the outcome has been scripted from day one and it became VERY obvious several weeks ago.

I miss Jen. :( Obviously they do too. They never stop talking about her. Never. These people need her. We need her in that house. Last night they were talking about her beard and her tail. Remember when Eric talked about her tail in front of everybody and she lifted up her shirt and asked where it was... and nobody could see it or figure out what that tiny little weasly man was referring to? Yeah.

I’d like to stop watching it like so many other people have done. Especially knowing that Dick will never get what he deserves for treating people the way that he has. Namely Jen, of course but he has treated everybody horribly at one point or another. And knowing that one of these people that isn’t Zach will walk out of this a “winner”. I would rather anybody, except Nick, who has left this house to win over anybody (except Zach) that is left in it. Even Kail, with her negative perception of homosexuals, she never treated Dustin badly. And the way they (producers) are portraying Amber is insensitive and just downright cruel. I’m not saying she’s a peach either. I’m just saying they make me feel bad for her. I hope she does get eliminated this week to regain some perspective and get to talk to two decent human beings for a week before somebody else comes in there to make sure sequester isn’t any fun anymore. Just like the house isn’t any fun anymore. Just like the show isn’t fun to watch anymore.

ah. The SF Gate has an article about CBS and it's Kid Nation and Big Brother. The dude says that everybody looks like an idiot when they're in a house for three months being filmed 24/7. I kind of said something of the sort too. I don't know if I'd look like an "idiot", I'd like to think not, but I doubt I'd come off as everybody's favorite houseguest. Do you think you'd look like an idiot?

(I keep adding more...)

So okay. I'm really going to miss watching So You Think You Can Dance. I don't remember if I feel this bummed about it every year or not.

I've been saying through the season that I want Sabra to win. I've always thought Danny is the best but I just felt like she should win. That is, until last night. I will be bummed with the voters again if he doesn't take this season. He blew everybody away last night. The first season I wanted Blake to win because he was the best. The second season I wanted Travis to win (when it came down to him and Benji) , I thought Allison was the best but Natalie was my favorite. I just love these contemporary dancers. I was telling Jen that I like to be touched by dance. If they make me feel something, I love it. Danny's dancing is so beautiful. I don't ever remember thinking that before. He's amazing to watch. It touches me the way that beautiful music does. It's art. Blake always made me feel like he was putting everything into his dance. That touched me. It was the same way for me watching Natalie doing her solos last year. So. If there was ever a season that a girl should have won, it was the second season. This is all in my opinion, of course.
My reasons for not being able to bring myself to say that Danny is better than Blake are for that reason. When I watch Danny dance, it moves me to tears at times but not for the same reasons. Danny makes me cry because he's beautiful. Blake and Natalie (and Allison) make me cry because they wrench my heart. But Danny is the only one thus far that has made me verbally pledge my undying fandom. I would pay to see him dance by himself for hours.

I'm going to put some of my favorite dances in this post. I can't watch the youtubeys at this moment but I'll try to remember to check them later.

Danny and Anya "Apologize"


Kameron and Lacey "Dancing"


Danny and Neil


Danny "We Are The Champions"


Neil solo


Kameron solo


Blake "Body Language"

(it's mind numbing to me that he didn't win based on this alone)

Hok and Jaimie


Neil and Sabra


Blake and Destini


Season 3 top 10 "The Moment I Said It" Imogen Heap


I'm so bummed that I can't find a link for last year's group number to Imogen Heap's "Hide and Seek" because that? was awesome.

Season 2 top 10 "Ramalama (Bang Bang)" Roisin Murphy


Allison and Ivan "Sexy Love"


And by all means, please visit blakemcgrath.com.

gah. There are many more, I'm sure. And I think I have more to say but I can't think of anything right now. Words are forming correctly for me lately.

This year's Big Brother contestants are horrible. They all suck so much as people that I am forced to root for a narcissistic bikini model who cries over bad pictures. I was feeling bad for Eric because he was thrown the role of "America's Player" and made to cast ignorant votes (from probably the same people who voted for Jordin) that were/are based on CBS's editted bullshit. But you know what? He could have thought up lies to reason why he placed those votes instead of letting others take blame for them (Nick, Jen, Daniele). And? He's vile. And? He wanted Nick out because they had the same gameplan? Really? Eric. Please. Big difference between Nick flirting with girls and you flirting with girls. Dick is a misogynistic pig who spits way too much in a confined area where people walk around in bare feet and threatens to ass rape people until they bleed to death because they didn't want him rubbing butter off of their hot bikini-clad body. Dani is not happy unless she's bashing other people and she CLEARLY sees herself as so far above everybody else ~which, granted, probably isn't so difficult with this bunch of people. But how freakin cute is she in a bunny suit?!!! (Plus I'm totally convinced the Donatos are plants so I don't want to see them there anymore.) Jameka and Jessica don't bother me too much (aside from the constant and obnoxious mmmhmmming from Jameka) but they don't give me enough reason to care about them or think they're smart enough to stay. Zach is awkward and creepy but I wouldn't mind him staying until F2 because he's such the underdog. I almost like Dustin most of the time but he irks. Amber is... Amber Amber Amber. *sigh* I do feel bad for her because she's clearly mentally challenged (like for real) and has no business being there. She's ignorant to everything (asking Jameka if "God" offends Eric because he's Jewish, asking Jameka what words like adulterous, defy, celibate, and humiliate mean) outside of her own, obviously very sheltered, world. She's a recovering addict who clearly has no idea what kind of backlash she is in for when she leaves this house and I honestly have fear that she won't handle it well. IF, and that's a mighty big "if", Kail is still there tonight I'd like to see her, Jen and Zach team up and take the rest out. And I don't even like them. But whatever. I think my ultimate F2/win at this moment, because that's likely to change several times, would be Jen and Daniele or preferably Zach with Jen winning. I could never stay interested in a season until the sixth and this year reminds me why... because I really don't like most people that are cast on reality shows and this show is kinda boring unless you're a psych student. I'm not sure why I still watch it. No clue.